First Time Blogger

welp. this is my first blog. i doubt many people will be reading it, but hey, ill think of it as a place to rant where no one can care. i just became aware of the fact that i have a splitting head ache. welll. ive been struggleing alot in school. im in a chemistry class with a "teacher" that cannot "teach". its rediculous. i seriously have no idea what she's talking about pretty much all of the time. and then i have debate. it it pretty much the worst class anyone could ever possibley take. we had to do a practice debate and i pretty much knew absolutly nothing that i was supposed to be doing. i was so embarrassed. my teacher made me feel so stupid. she expected me to know everything about what i was doing. the next class period, i cried in front of her and told her i couldnt do it. i dont think she is expecting me to do any more debates for a while. but it is so rediculous. i hate it. and i almost failed geometry. my teacher is really cool, its just that i simpley dont get it. gah. school is just not my thing. im in a really cool art class, though. stephen cashiola is in it. he is supah fly. and yeah. painting is the shiz. ive made some new friends this year; alot of gay friends, i might add. its wierd. but whatevah. i dont judge. i told the boy that i like that i like him today. it was a mistake. he has a girlfriend, and i really doubt that he would ever like me that way. but ive liked him since seventh grade, so i think it was time. today is halloweeen. i have no costume. i need to go buy some glitter. ill be a star. haha. i really have no idea what i want to be when i grow up. its rediculous. there are so many things i enjoy, but i dont know what i could do for the rest of my life. im just at a point in my life where i dont know what to do about anything. whatever. this was my first blog. lateeer.