Lately

so lately, ive been doing a lot.
i just got back from jamaica on saturday evening. it was one of the best weeks of my life. it was truely incredible. i fell in love with every young jamaican man. like cruz and davey. it was so much fun. we painted a school and did a VBS with all the little kids in the village. i loved it. i might even go back in march. there was also this market. it was crazy because you literally cannot take any steps without all these jamaicans begging you to come look at thier store. but i loved the stuff. i got my brother chris a towel with a marajuana leaf on it. it is so cool. hahahaha. i got coop a bob marley towel and i bought myself a bob marley painting. i really really loved it there. and we climbed this waterfall thing and it was absolutely beautiful.
anywayssss.
tomorrow im getting my spacer for my braces. and we are also getting new carpet tomorrow. i painting my room yesterday and today with halley. it was pretty fun. really like it because i really didnt like how my room was. now its all white and everything matches.
chris and joshua might be moviing in together and i really really dont know if we will ever see each other. he says we will...that he will still pick my up from school on fridays. i hope so. i cant live without both of them.
oh and starting like this week im training with my mom for a half marathon in november. i have goals. but i dont know how strong my will power is. im so upset with myself; its insane.
i really really dont want school to start. but i really do want to get my lisense, so im kind of prepared. i dont knoooow.
this is enough.